Something's wrong with me.

I'm scared.

I'm scared I'll turn into the person I was before.

That little bitch.

I'm scared that things won't go the way I want it to.

Well it will turn out great if it's good for me and

It will be the opposite of everything if it's not good for me.

I know it but I'm still scared.

I am alright in the mornings.

But I get sleepless nights.

It has been awhile since I cry myself to sleep.

These few days I have been doing it.

It doesn't feel great.

I don't even know why I cry.

I just know that I'm scared.

I want to stop myself from doing it but I can't help it.